Friday, June 22, 2007

Musings...

The past week has been extremely boring in office. I never thought I would say this but, I think I should have had more work!!! I just had too much of free time. So, I did what I usually do - I pondered over what was wrong with my life and what wasn't. So, what did I come up with? Well, read on to find out (if you wanna...)

Wrongs :
  • Why can't anyone ever understand that whenever my shoulder dislocates, it's not a walk in the park for me, not that I am particularly fond of walks in parks. But then, I am digressing here. What I mean is, it is funny to joke about it for some time. But, after a while, it begins to remind me of those painful episodes and mind you, they are NOT funny. Imagine what it would feel like if you can't feel your arm suddenly...if your fingers were as good as non-existent, if you had to feel the ligament holding your arm attached to your body slowly but surely tearing away bringing more and more pain with it, so much so that you wanna retch!!!
  • Why cant my Mom ever understand me? It irks me to know that I am still a stranger to the person I thought knew me best!!!
  • Why do I always have to be the generous one? The one who lets others through?
  • After more than 23 years of blissful existence, why do I have to feel now that I would have liked nothing better than to have a little sister? A squirt to whom I could relate all my problems without expecting to get a sermon? Someone I could really pamper. Someone who I could tease to no end, but at the same time, feel like beating the pulp out of anyone else who tried to do the same.
Rights :
  • I like the fact that I have a few friends whom I can trust with most of my problems. It's a nice feeling.
  • I like it that I have finally started looking at two-wheelers as a means of transportation. I mean for a car guy like me, it's really big.
  • I like it that I can be really me wherever I go. I hate people who get their work done on the basis of false pretences, and thank God, I am not one of them!!!
  • I like that I can write my blog entries in such a detached way. It really helps me to understand myself when I read through them later.
Pretty balanced life, eh??

6 comments:

darshan said...

Sir...I do visit you blogs regularly and have even added ur feed to my feedreader so that i know when u have put in a new post...it was just that i didnt find anything to comment on...i have no idea as to how two wheelers feel

regarding what to do in free time...it is the best time to catch up on solving CAT papers and questions if u have lots of free time in ur office...i used to do that...and now feel really good abt it...

btw thanks for the comments...plan to write my kolkata trip on the lines of chronicle entries of ur...sorry for copying u but i didnt find any thing better than that..:-P

Sumo said...

@ Darshan : Ok, first of all, cut out the Sir crap!!! Nice to know tht u DO visit regularly. Pray accept my apologies for my childish insinuation that u dont!!! ;-) As for solving CAT papers in office, I m not at all comfy with the idea of doing that. I mean it's not my time there...i m being paid for it. Am eagerly waiting for ur Kolkata chronicle as I m more familiar with that city than Gandhinagar. And dont worry abt the so called copying ... stick with the formula until u find something better.

Everyman said...

CAT in office??!! Well..ermm..if u really want to!!

And mom not understand u?? Over what?? :-D

And instead of lil sister, may i suggest the lil brother..u can tease AND beat the pulp out of this product...plus you can protect too!! Trust me, i know..i am a youngest brother!

Sumo said...

@ Everyman : Naah, I dont want to!!!

And my Mom doesnt seem to really understand nething!!! It's like I have lately become a complete stranger!!!

I already have a little cousin who I subject to the same treatment recommended by you. But, I thot it wud b nice to have a little squirt to tease!!! :D

Riaan Roving said...

hmmm...looks like u need a dog !!!

Sumo said...

@ Riaan : Sigh!!! Mom wont allow an animal in the house.

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